i wanna see you

i wanna see you so bad 

coz u know what?

 i wanna slap u twice

 or even thrice

 left and right

 upside down..
...juz kidding...

The Forgiveness

ok, I will share this to you. 

I am contemplating, though :)

Lewis B. Smedes - Forgive & Forget: Healing the Hurts We Don't Deserve

"We attach our feelings to the moment when we were hurt, endowing it with immortality. And we let it assault us every time it comes to mind. It travels with us, sleeps with us, hovers over us while we make love, and broods over us while we die. Our hate does not even have the decency to die when those we hate die--for it is a parasite sucking OUR blood, not theirs. There is only one remedy for it. [forgiveness]

be careful!

Careful when you date passionate people, 

 'coz passion swings both ways.

Sometimes they love you,

but other times they hate you...

and when they hate you...

oh well.... 

they really do!~ktnksbye! 

stuck in the past

I admit,

 I'm still stuck in the past though I am already living in the present. 

I just can't forgive you! 

You are the reason why I became as fierce as you could imagine.

 I don't want to be as bad as what you think but I can't help it!

How can i forgive if you didn't even bother  for an apology!

All I want is for you to say that very simple word to me~ yet so full of meaning and emotion! comeon! I dare you! say it to my face! are you hearing this? say SORRY! why can't u do that , huh? I hate you so bad! I thought I have already forgotten this. But still can't! i'm already fed up with all the mess you made me!It's all your fault!

life is a game

so,smile a lil and lemme catch ya in your game  ;)

Everything changes. We change, and it is for that reason that, as a dynamic creature, I refuse to define myself.

and

i can be mature anytime, but i can't be young forever

Dear Past,

stop tapping me on the shoulders, I don't want to LOOK BACK.

Life is Unfair

The news I've heard today made me cry...

and wish they had not told me about it... it made me soooo sad and mad!!

How come you see yourself smiling in a minute and see it crying in a twist of time? 

sigh

Thanks God :)

I had a great Sunday, Thanks God ^_^

When Harry Met Sally

I love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out.
I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich.
I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts.
I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes.
And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.
And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve.
I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

I hope we can move on from here.

I always understand those situations far enough to be understood , I

always give chances and excuses. 

But some things really don't work and they're not worth it anymore :(

I broke up with u doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. It's just that  we couldn't really get along no matter how we try. We've been this since the very first month of our relationship , right? I can see the effort how we are fighting for it. But some things really don't work.

I broke up with you today doesn't mean that's the end.  We started as friends and I truly hope we'd still end it there.

I'm sorry I don't want to see and  talk to you yet. Not now , not tomorrow.

one day we can .....

as  friends. ^_^

The pain is not yet so tormenting ,

i knew it 'coz it's only today.

I don't know how it'd feel tomorrow or the following day. 

 

ugh..I said I don't want to cry but it seems that tears are already at the corner of my eyes and anytime ready to fall. I knew it 'coz I've tried  before. Who else  have not tried it?

Well, this is life. I hope we can quickly move on from here. Bye.