From now on,

I've decided to treasure myself more so I've changed a lot.

ASHBURY

pampered

The Experience

tough job, had muscle cramps afterwards , hehe but it was fun though;) a point in my life where i could never ever forget because i felt i have accomplished something like a dream unveiled. Thank you!♥

hmmmm

Say This!

I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long. I will stay with you. If you need the medication again , go ahead and take it--- I will love you through that, as well. If you don't need the medication , I will love you, too. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.

Elliptical

     I don't know what happened and I don't think I'll ever understand how we lived in each other's palms and how you're fingerprints became suns and moons or how you left something like planets on my skin. You turned into silver and gold threads , longer than our veins and laced right through my skull, swelling up with every single thought I ever had. And we always had these state lines cradled in our shaking hands but it never stopped our fingers from intertwining or our spines from melting into mountains. Sometimes it would feel like the stars coughed us up and our eyes were always tinted blue from looking up. So I'll never understand how you let me lay on the floorboards in your chest and sleep inside your ribcage when you were always going to leave. I have your words and promises, still soft with cracked edges like seashells in my back pockets because I promised I wouldn't let them get swallowed by the shore but it doesn't really matter. 
WE DON'T EXIST ANYMORE.

outfitters;)

mind set

shucks!!!!you're playing with that kind of mood again!