Thursday, December 30, 2010

movies to watch

1. forest gump
2.Ang tanging ina mo last na'to



* When u meet d right person to luv at the right place at the right time, that's a CHANCE.
* Being caught dat der r many people out dr hu r mor attractive, smarter, richer dan ur mate and yet u decide to luv ur mate just d same, that's a CHOICE.
* Fate brings u 2gether, but its still up to u to make it happen. We may meet someone by CHANCE, but loving and staying with someone is still a CHOICE.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I'm no singer

I juz love the song, can anybody sing it perfectly for me???? some friends said - whenever they hear this song they remember me;) hehe
Throughout the year of 2010, I've fallen for the most unexpected people. I've lied to the people that i cared the most. I've lost friends who I thought I never would. I've trusted the wrong people. I've made mistakes only to make me stronger. and I've had the best friends ever. Thanks for being my friend .

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Saturday, December 25, 2010

counting down days..

a day from now would be my 24th birthday. I am not so excited as you know everybody doesn't see m to like to add their year up! however there are lots of reasons why I should welcome that day of mine. :) and  i am hoping for the better days to come. As I leave my 23rd life  I hope  my 24th life would be as kind and gentle as what I have been praying for 2011.  I will make my very best to start another life for the years to come! So God , please guide me continuously. 
I Love You ^_^

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

After the very first dawn mass :)

and i am on my way to finish this up!! HOPEFULLY
goodnight ^_^

Friday, December 17, 2010

1st anniversary

thanks for being there through ups and downs, for understanding my imperfections , my lapses and everything. I may not be a perfect girlfriend to you but the way you love me somehow teaches me how to live the present  you may not be my ideal guy but you made me contented.

the life

whew!aint that too young to have these kinds of illnesses anyway, gonna be busy to fix things up! meet doctors appointments , i think another kind of surgery will be done. *sigh*

Monday, December 13, 2010

vanity is a sin

ok, am not yet asleep.. hehe...i'm still looking for that unique romper in my mind whether floral or plain- thou it's kinda out of trend..;) and that dreaded jeans and that exact color combi of that floral skirt i want but haven't seen the kind of style somewhere,, perhaps gonna make it on my own...;)haay! vanity is a sin. arghhh! forgive me!

Monday, December 6, 2010

the love

To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a
little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to
understand her at all. – Helen Rowland

i wanna see you

i wanna see you so bad 
coz u know what?
 i wanna slap u twice
 or even thrice
 left and right
 upside down..
...juz kidding...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

The Forgiveness

ok, I will share this to you. 
I am contemplating, though :)

Lewis B. Smedes - Forgive & Forget: Healing the Hurts We Don't Deserve

"We attach our feelings to the moment when we were hurt, endowing it with immortality. And we let it assault us every time it comes to mind. It travels with us, sleeps with us, hovers over us while we make love, and broods over us while we die. Our hate does not even have the decency to die when those we hate die--for it is a parasite sucking OUR blood, not theirs. There is only one remedy for it. [forgiveness]

be careful!

Careful when you date passionate people
 'coz passion swings both ways.
Sometimes they love you,
but other times they hate you...
and when they hate you...
oh well.... 
they really do!~ktnksbye! 

stuck in the past

I admit,
 I'm still stuck in the past though I am already living in the present. 
I just can't forgive you! 
You are the reason why I became as fierce as you could imagine.
 I don't want to be as bad as what you think but I can't help it!
How can i forgive if you didn't even bother  for an apology!

All I want is for you to say that very simple word to me~ yet so full of meaning and emotion! comeon! I dare you! say it to my face! are you hearing this? say SORRY! why can't u do that , huh? I hate you so bad! I thought I have already forgotten this. But still can't! i'm already fed up with all the mess you made me!It's all your fault!

Monday, November 29, 2010

life is a game

so,smile a lil and lemme catch ya in your game  ;)

Everything changes. We change, and it is for that reason that, as a dynamic creature, I refuse to define myself.

i can be mature anytime, but i can't be young forever

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Dear Past,

stop tapping me on the shoulders, I don't want to LOOK BACK.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Life is Unfair

The news I've heard today made me cry...

and wish they had not told me about it... it made me soooo sad and mad!!

How come you see yourself smiling in a minute and see it crying in a twist of time? 


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Thanks God :)

I had a great Sunday, Thanks God ^_^

Friday, November 12, 2010

When Harry Met Sally

I love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out.
I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich.
I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts.
I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes.
And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.
And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve.
I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I hope we can move on from here.

I always understand those situations far enough to be understood , I

always give chances and excuses. 

But some things really don't work and they're not worth it anymore :(

I broke up with u doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. It's just that  we couldn't really get along no matter how we try. We've been this since the very first month of our relationship , right? I can see the effort how we are fighting for it. But some things really don't work.

I broke up with you today doesn't mean that's the end.  We started as friends and I truly hope we'd still end it there.

I'm sorry I don't want to see and  talk to you yet. Not now , not tomorrow.

one day we can .....

as  friends. ^_^

The pain is not yet so tormenting ,

i knew it 'coz it's only today.

I don't know how it'd feel tomorrow or the following day. 


ugh..I said I don't want to cry but it seems that tears are already at the corner of my eyes and anytime ready to fall. I knew it 'coz I've tried  before. Who else  have not tried it?

Well, this is life. I hope we can quickly move on from here. Bye.


Saturday, October 30, 2010


This Illusion lives on the edge.

What appears to be a gaping chasm in the middle of the street...

..Is actually a street painting, seen here in mid-creation.

How many pencils can you see here? What's going on?

Corner House

Are the walls of this house facing outward? or inward?

ANSWER: Depends on how you look at it. If you isolate the top portion of the image, the house appears to be concave, facing inward. Isolate the bottom, and the perspective is reversed.

Can you unweave this web and find the hidden word within it?

Monday, October 18, 2010

lower your temper , your anger!

so here's one more thing --

"don't make decisions or quick actions when ur mad, and never make promises when ur happy"

Thursday, October 14, 2010

i ♥ vintage effect

I just dunno but I fucking ♥  vintage effect!It somehow gives a deep       meaning and a has a very outrageous history behind! nah,,I want to say more of it from the bottom pit of my idea but that's all I can give as of now , lol. 
And hey!It gives a unique impact of an individuals creativity!

In connection with this ,♥ photography , its just that photography doesn't seem to like me, eh! and photoshop goes along too!!! errr,, one day - I'll give time , effort and hella money for that! watch out!!! but,,,..... when is that one day? I seem sooo broke since then! hmmmp!


This message came out my mind after a certain guy overestimated one of my pics in Fb, here it is:

Everyone has their own story behind the scene to share. We are just a mere audience. You  better just watch and listen, talk less and learn more..Don't judge ------ Grow!~!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


talk to me and i'll slap u...
look at me and i'll get your eyes....
love me and i'll chop ur heart into pieces 
                   so that if you want to go, you will still come back 
                                       'coz you can't form ur heart without me. lmao!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

and the rest is history

You know my name, not my STORY

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

this song

This song.,,, I love this song  . I love singing this song. 
and the song also loves me , ah.. lol!
here are some of the lines....

♫ *and we’re just another piece of the puzzle,Just another part of the plan,♫ How one live touches the other Is so hard to understand --♫ ♫Still we walk this road together,We try and go as far as we can,And we have waited for this moment in time,Ever since the world began. *♫

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

From now on, I'll try not to speak my mind and not to say what I feel. I used to be that way actually way back when I was a stud. I am very silent I don't joke nor complain, I seldom compliment bt later I realized that I have my right to express. But perceptions changed. I thought I can make them stronger with my words. Ok, I stand corrected.

Monday, October 4, 2010


I'm tired..................
bone weary tired............

Friday, October 1, 2010

usual compliment # 1

Many of my students said that 'I have the ability to make people comfortable with themselves and with me'.

and I just believe, so what?? hehe

The struggles of Goodbye

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?  I guess that wouldn't work.  Someone would leave.  Someone always leaves.  Then we would have to say good-bye.  I hate good-byes.  I know what I need.  I need more hellos. 

 ~Charles M. Schulz

Today was my last day at school. I know the notice was so sudden that I shocked my students. It was so hard for me however I had to. It saddens me that much when I saw two of my korean students shed tears in front of me while discussing the matter to them. I tried to hide my emotion as u know I am so emotional. I will miss them really.....So far they were the first and last batch of students I got so close with!

I think,, the saddest part of life is when you have to say Goodbye to someone. But that is life, one day you say "hello" and often times unexpectedly you then say "goodbye"

This is not the only time that I quit a job , there were many experiences however I'll just leave it there. I know I have met a lot of people and perhaps have touched their lives in one way or another. 
It made me a better 'individual'. 
I'll never forget those memories, they might be forgotten in my mind,, but rest assure they'll never be erased in my heart. :)

I just hope they've learned something from me as I've learned many things from them. 
It made me a better 'teacher'.

people just come and go
sometimes you say hello to a stranger but then again in every hello there is always a goodbye

Thursday, September 30, 2010

They just forget ~~

     When we fall seriously in love, we always wish that the feeling would mutually grow and stay forever but sometimes no matter how perfect a relationship may seem and how many months or years you’ve been together, people just change and forget their promises of FOREVER.

Inspirational Love Stories 1

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Monday, September 27, 2010

Forever me ^^

 No matter what they say no matter what I do... I am me and forever will be me FULL STOP