Friday, December 16, 2011

2nd anniversary.

Thanks to all my friends who ever believe in our love story. Today is our 2nd anniversary... I just couldn't hold back emotions... grateful for these little surprises..-:)

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Of Vietnam

I will be in Vietnam a month from now.
Did I make it right?
I'll be alone. And, I'm starting to have butterflies in my stomach.
I've got so many worries....ohh, I just hope it'd turn out well.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

gotten used to it.

I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. 
That hurts.
And the worst part is I'm starting to get used to it. 

Monday, October 10, 2011

symphony of colors.

Isaiah 41:13

For I am the LORD your God
who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, 
Do not fear; I will help you.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

of LOVE.

One day we build dreams with people we love.

Next day, we wake up to reality that nothing's permanent in this world.

Love comes and goes.
People stay and leave.
Life is a constant cycle.

... of finding and losing;
... of making and breaking;
... of dying and living again.

That's LIFE.


Saturday, August 27, 2011

Tuesday, August 23, 2011


"There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Monday, August 1, 2011

screw you!

I can't tell what lies ahead. I want to go somewhere far.......I've seen the same faces and they're just nothing but like a pesky insect screwing my life. They are so unfair. I hope they'll realized that not all days are the same. Next time, I won't let it pass without due process!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Even now.

For a heart that's been torn,
there's not much you can do
     but to understand.....
                                                                        then that's the end of it... there goes my life..

it's been awhile still, I can't get out from your shadows.
till this very moment, i'm still trying to pick up those pieces. 
Thank you for the love and pain. The pain that i'll always remember.
One day , I can finally say... I'm over you.
One day , I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand.

'coz somewhere down my journey....
             I will fall inlove again,

I Know.
I Can.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

The Island.

The Defect of this Book.

I'm beginning to regret this book. Not that it bores me, I have nothing to do and, really, putting together a few meager chapters for that other world is always a task that distracts me from eternity a little. But the book is tedious, it has the smell of grave about it; it has a certain cadeveric contraction about it, a serious fault, insignificant to boot because the main defect of this book is you, reader. You're in a hurry to grow old and the book moves slowly. You love direct and continuous narration, a regular and fluid style, and this book and my style are like drunkards, they stagger left and right, they walk and stop, mumble, yell, cackle, shake their fists at the sky, stumble, and fall...
And they do fall! Miserable leaves of cypress of death, you shall fall like any others, beautiful and brilliant as you are. And, if I had eyes, I would shed a nostalgic tear for you. This is the great adventure of death, which if it leaves no mouth with which to laugh, neither does it leave eyes with which to weep... You shall fail"

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

of grades.

I am actually inept at mathematical tasks,
 rather I should know how to get over with that kind of grade my professor has given me. 
I am considering of not going to school againever.

aishhhh...but I am already enrolled.

Monday, May 30, 2011


Once you love someone,
even after you move on,
it will always hurt to 
see them with someone else.

Too often.

Too often,the only escape is SLEEP.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

The Love

Love exceeds beyond reasons.

That's why ,
I still couldn't find the answer why I love you.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I Miss You

It seems that these words are so expensive to you.
You barely utter them and let me hear not even once everyday.
But I tell you the moment you just whisper it right to my ears or next to my inbox.
It feels like I'm screaming out of joy.
It brings joyfulness to me. So, c'mon -- don't be so stingy!

p.s IMYSMT ^^

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Get Lost!

and by the way, I dreamt of u last night.
Why do u still exist?
u must have been thinking of me?
It was such a nightmare. I don't want u back. So , get lost!!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Paint it.

have a colorful life.
disregard all the dull ones.
be happy.

Friday, April 1, 2011

April Fools' Day

Well, today is April 1 - the so called April Fool's day.
But I didn't do anything foolish today..
ahh, only those rants I shouted out in one of the famous social networking sites over there.

I'm just mad. Specifically to a woman. She's definitely quite older but not what you think.

I hate her. She's the greatest woman liar I've ever known in my life. And I call her a user, abuser whatsoever. Sometimes I think, she's kinda crazy.
and I super  hate the fact that she is disturbing my life emotionally , financially and the like.

Well, as the bible says-- This too shall pass ^^
I don't wanna hate forever. 

But I will still be friend to her no matter how a bit plastic it may be ;)
I can manage this. I can make this game fair.
ok, I'm done with this.....goodnight <3


In life I've learnt that you can care ONCE 
but not TWICE.
I hate those people who think they are at their bests like no other.
don't care


I felt cheated, seriously. Thought am stupid?
lame excuses!
i'll spit all of them at your ugly face one day... time can wait... i know the chance is fast approaching, all i have to do is wait..gotta be patient..

and see me burn this plasticity we all got!
and if your life sucks., don't include others!

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
i'm only good at putting feelings into words now, i somehow miss my straightforwardness..

Thursday, March 31, 2011

always learn a lesson

"They are not new lessons. Never owe any money you can’t pay tomorrow morning. Never let the markets dictate your actions. Always be in a position to play your own game. Never take on more risks than you can handle…Good businesses, good management, plenty of liquidity, always having a loaded gun; if you play by those principles you will do fine no matter what happens. And you don’t ever know what’s going to happen…
I mean, when times are good, it is kind of like Cinderella at the ball. She knew at midnight that everything was going to turn into pumpkins and mice, but it was just so much damn fun, dancing there, the guys looked better and the drinks got more frequent and there were no clocks on the wall.
And that’s what happened with capitalism. We have a lot of fun as the bubble blows up, and we all think we are going to get out five minutes before midnight, but there are no clocks on the wall."

Warren Buffett’s answer to “What are the key lessons you took from the financial crisis?”

Friday, March 25, 2011


This is soooo elementary but i love this! :D:D

There's always

There's always more than one side to any situation. There's always, always a different perspective to every story being told. If you can't see it in any other view , don't make absolute statements because you have no idea how different your absolute perspective  may be. Chances are not everyone will see it the same way as you do.

Perspectives are free.
But watch what you say.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

From now on,

I've decided to treasure myself more so I've changed a lot.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011



The Experience

tough job, had muscle cramps afterwards , hehe but it was fun though;) a point in my life where i could never ever forget because i felt i have accomplished something like a dream unveiled. Thank you!♥

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Say This!

I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long. I will stay with you. If you need the medication again , go ahead and take it--- I will love you through that, as well. If you don't need the medication , I will love you, too. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.

Monday, March 14, 2011


     I don't know what happened and I don't think I'll ever understand how we lived in each other's palms and how you're fingerprints became suns and moons or how you left something like planets on my skin. You turned into silver and gold threads , longer than our veins and laced right through my skull, swelling up with every single thought I ever had. And we always had these state lines cradled in our shaking hands but it never stopped our fingers from intertwining or our spines from melting into mountains. Sometimes it would feel like the stars coughed us up and our eyes were always tinted blue from looking up. So I'll never understand how you let me lay on the floorboards in your chest and sleep inside your ribcage when you were always going to leave. I have your words and promises, still soft with cracked edges like seashells in my back pockets because I promised I wouldn't let them get swallowed by the shore but it doesn't really matter.