stuck in the past

I admit,

 I'm still stuck in the past though I am already living in the present. 

I just can't forgive you! 

You are the reason why I became as fierce as you could imagine.

 I don't want to be as bad as what you think but I can't help it!

How can i forgive if you didn't even bother  for an apology!

All I want is for you to say that very simple word to me~ yet so full of meaning and emotion! comeon! I dare you! say it to my face! are you hearing this? say SORRY! why can't u do that , huh? I hate you so bad! I thought I have already forgotten this. But still can't! i'm already fed up with all the mess you made me!It's all your fault!