so pathetic!

Why am I so easy to all of you?
What did I do that was so wrong?
That ,, all of you! Why do you make me so pathetic!

The consequence

But now I'm sad and alone. I'm going to become bitter and distrustful of people because one person betrayed me. I'm going to hate those who have found their treasure because I never found mine. And I'm going to hold on to what little I have , because I'm too insignificant to conquer the world.

The Forgiveness

ok, I will share this to you. 

I am contemplating, though :)

Lewis B. Smedes - Forgive & Forget: Healing the Hurts We Don't Deserve

"We attach our feelings to the moment when we were hurt, endowing it with immortality. And we let it assault us every time it comes to mind. It travels with us, sleeps with us, hovers over us while we make love, and broods over us while we die. Our hate does not even have the decency to die when those we hate die--for it is a parasite sucking OUR blood, not theirs. There is only one remedy for it. [forgiveness]

lower your temper , your anger!

so here's one more thing --

"don't make decisions or quick actions when ur mad, and never make promises when ur happy"